Pondering Life's Important Questions

You Are a Buttered Popcorn Jelly Bean

You have a strong, distinct flavor that makes you quite controversial. Some people love you, others wish you would disappear forever.

What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?

A Gaggle of Gaijin Geisha

A picture says a thousand words!

My own private hell

If your a subscriber to the "hell exists" theory (here, there, wherever) then I ask: What does your hell look like? Is it hot, cold, full of enemies, friends?? Well, whatever it may be (please tell me in the comments!!!) I am going to share my current version of hell with you.

• It's hot as Hell (^-^) - like muggy, Michigan/Toyama full on summer hot and humid - EHH!
• I am only allowed to sit 'seiza', so my legs are perpetually numb
• I HAVE to eat dinner, but it's only like fish heads, crickets, worms.... you get the picture
• I have to write a paper for school and I will have waited until the last minute to do it. As soon as I finish one, I'll have another one due two days later. I'll have too many ideas and not enough resourses to support any one of them.

Okay, well the last point there is actually happening RIGHT now and I'm writing this post because I am avoiding writing the paper. I HATE writing papers, I really do, I have the hardest time getting started (hence the due tomorrow thing....). I make writing papers this slow and painful process that general results in me taking lots of naps and stressing out as I write the thing the day it's due. WHY? Why do I hate papers so much? Really, there are not that big a deal...... EHHHH! We are supposed to write this paper as if we are writing for a journal and all I can think is I NEVER want to write for a journal. Or if I have to it'd be for the "Journal of Who Gives a @#$*"

I was actually on a roll today and then i realized that all the notes i'd taken really don't relate to each other - it's like i have 4 pieces of fabric - a circle, a square, a triangle and a rectangle - and I have to sew them into a perfect square banner. YEAH I can sew them together - but it's gonna look like shit! And that is pretty much the state of my paper right now - a lopsided banner of Shit!

Oh man..... Okay, back to hell.....